I wish you enough...

I really do cuz I made a terrible mistake.
I didn't intend to, but still...
Frustrated, disappointed, angry, whatever...

I didn't see its coming so soon.
Somehow I had this kind of feeling that this is not what I want.
Still, it HURT so much when saying goodbye.

On the afternoon of July 9, 16, 23, I'll have my wisdom teeth PULLED OUT!
I really don't know if this is a good idea & I start to feel REGRETFUL!
According to the nurse there, the whole process may take half an hour-_-

我覺得自己真的真的是一個從以前到現在徹頭徹尾完全是個天真到不行的白痴!!!
總是自以為是地做著很多事情說了很多話想像很多東西
然後以為別人都能懂一定可以了解甚至會很珍惜

有人對我好我覺得不應該得到
對於無法改變的過去耿耿於懷
明明應該是快樂的卻覺得不真實又低潮到不行

Sadly, I found out that, sometimes, it's just not easy to let LET BYGONES BE BYGONES...
Is it because we are not LENIENT enough?
Or deeply inside, we don't want to forget about the PAST, even if we are suffering?

I don't know...I have a feeling that all of these things are going CRAZY!
It's so RIDICULOUS, isn' it?
We shouldn't waste our time on such SILLY things anymore; instead, just LET IT GO!

Actually, I don't have much to tell here.
I've been really LAZY for several days...
Being lazy means giving up my English study, no more fresh juice, no gym, either...

I think I've been a fool...AGAIN!
This can't happen over & over in my life!
Stop acting like an idiot!

I woke up really early this morning, but couldn't go back to sleep again.
Something wrong, I just knew it!
I sadly found out that I had a FEVER & slept until noon!!!

從Paris回來之後.我的世界完全是個混亂
每天都處於沒睡飽的狀態.胃口也變得蠻差的
行李箱到現在都還沒整理完.房間比出國前還要messy

But honestly, I had to hate my cell phone FIRST.
It was all because of the stupid BATTERY then I had to make a phone call via my credit card!
(Why don't you FRENCH have pay phones that we can use with COINS?!)

Suffering from an UPSET stomach!!!
DARN IT!
This must be the PUNISHMENT for eating TOO MUCH lately...

all the convenience stores in Taiwan are for tea-drinkers ONLY.

Anyway, this article was mainly about an inconsiderate "female" friend of mine.
I wrote down my true feeling of her right after we got together for a really short time.
However, Jill, the only person got the chance to read it, told me it would be better not to post it.

沒事真的不要亂看戰爭片...
在夜深人靜的時候邊看肚破腸流邊想吐!
實在太恐怖啦~

If I stop, even for a SHORT while, I'll definitely be trapped in all these bad feelings.
So, I guess I can only keep doing things...editing handouts, preparing for classes, studying English, or stuff like that!
All these have to be NONSTOP!!!

It's getting OUT OF CONTROL!!!
I hate it, but I don't know what to do.
Pretty weird, huh?

I can't answer your phone from now on.
Though I don't even know what you are going to say, I still decide to do it this way.
Maybe you will feel strange, but I don't have other choices.

每一天醒來
我都告訴自己"真好!我又多撐過了一天!"
每一次忍不住激動的心情reconnect之後