I wish you enough...

I can't answer your phone from now on.
Though I don't even know what you are going to say, I still decide to do it this way.
Maybe you will feel strange, but I don't have other choices.
All of you are SUPREME friends for me, but being with you guys will remind me of those MISERIES.
After 3, 5 or 10 years, maybe? I will be able to MINGLE with you like BEFORE, but not NOW.
I DO hope that you can be UNDERSTANDING, too.

So...can you wait for me?
Will you STILL be there when the day comes?