- May 08 Tue 2007 22:48
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噗哧~
- May 02 Wed 2007 00:55
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From Helen...For Helen...
I got a message from Helen here on Monday, which made me EXTREMELY happy, because there were no messages for me at all before!
Helen was my student since I got my present job at Tai-S.
We were not that close in the beginning & she used to play tricks on me, like putting mung beans & rice into my pencil case...stuff like that.
Later on, after her graduation from the elementary school, she took the GEPT class with me for another year.
Her English is good & I was very PROUD of her for passing the GEPT elementary level.
During this period of time, we got CLOSER & I could definitely see her GROWTH, not only in English, but in herself.
She is actually such a cute girl, though most of the time, she tended to be SARCASTIC for SELF-DEFENSE.
The other day, I told her about my leaving & I could tell from her face that she was totally surprised, even she didn't say so.
There was some kind of sadness or something in a blink of an eye, I guess, but she just hid it very well.
I felt sad, too, because she has been my FAVORITE student.
On Tuesday, I got a HANDWRITTEN letter from her.
She still spoke in a tone of IRONY, but I was totally moved by this & there were TEARS in my eyes.
I never knew that I could have this kind of feeling before; it's like I had a great influence on somebody & I will be remembered by him/her FOREVER.
This is what counts, isn't it?
I don't know if Helen herself could get a chance to read this article or not, but I have to DEDICATE this to her, only her.
I'll keep working on my blog & albums, no matter where I go.
Most important of all, I'll remember her as well, wishing her all the best, too.
Helen was my student since I got my present job at Tai-S.
We were not that close in the beginning & she used to play tricks on me, like putting mung beans & rice into my pencil case...stuff like that.
Later on, after her graduation from the elementary school, she took the GEPT class with me for another year.
Her English is good & I was very PROUD of her for passing the GEPT elementary level.
During this period of time, we got CLOSER & I could definitely see her GROWTH, not only in English, but in herself.
She is actually such a cute girl, though most of the time, she tended to be SARCASTIC for SELF-DEFENSE.
The other day, I told her about my leaving & I could tell from her face that she was totally surprised, even she didn't say so.
There was some kind of sadness or something in a blink of an eye, I guess, but she just hid it very well.
I felt sad, too, because she has been my FAVORITE student.
On Tuesday, I got a HANDWRITTEN letter from her.
She still spoke in a tone of IRONY, but I was totally moved by this & there were TEARS in my eyes.
I never knew that I could have this kind of feeling before; it's like I had a great influence on somebody & I will be remembered by him/her FOREVER.
This is what counts, isn't it?
I don't know if Helen herself could get a chance to read this article or not, but I have to DEDICATE this to her, only her.
I'll keep working on my blog & albums, no matter where I go.
Most important of all, I'll remember her as well, wishing her all the best, too.
- May 01 Tue 2007 00:38
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你...他...還有他...
今天小朋友在考試我在忙paperwork的時候
突然想起了你
地點是在一家素食餐廳
我記得最清楚的是你媽媽熱心地跟我解釋"水蓮根"這項特別的東西
那天還吃了香椿餅
你甚至跟往常一樣吃光我吃不下的部份
一切都沒有變
唯一變的是我們不再親密了
拿車的路上我們各自走各自的
我還記得跟你爸媽揮手道別的那一幕
當然
還有我們的最後
這些都是快半年前的事
卻還是清晰地烙印在我的腦海中
一直到現在我都還常想起你
不知道此時此刻的你在做著什麼
是笑著?被什麼困擾著而皺起眉頭?還是又累了?
我想著想著自己竟笑了出來
因為從來都不知道我們最後會變成這個樣子
我很清楚我想得太多而又太苦
其實我們已經在同一片天空下過著各自的生活走向各自的路
這樣繼續下去對自己只是永無止境的傷害與疲憊
對於我曾經說過的話我沒有忘記
只是在希望你能過得好的同時也許還是帶著一點怨懟
我不奢求你能理解甚至是以同理心解讀
今天走到了這一步除了接受就再也沒有其它的全部
開車的時候我想到了他還有他
即使聽著Eason唱"衝上雲霄"我最愛的粵語主題曲還是難逃心情沉重的命運
再過幾個月我也會面對相同的情況
現在只告訴自己別去想.就好好地享受當下
不知道將來他想起我是怎麼樣的?
只希望別跟你一樣覺得我crazy或是out of control...
現在的我不一樣了你們知道嗎?
失去太多了所以變成nothing to lose
再也沒有多餘的心力去對一個人無私的付出
但這是很不公平的
所以我還是設法to be the one who gives the most but takes the least.
即使知道不論多努力最後總是會結束
還是設法別抓得太緊.盡量的雲淡風清
或許這樣對我就是最好的覺悟
突然想起了你
地點是在一家素食餐廳
我記得最清楚的是你媽媽熱心地跟我解釋"水蓮根"這項特別的東西
那天還吃了香椿餅
你甚至跟往常一樣吃光我吃不下的部份
一切都沒有變
唯一變的是我們不再親密了
拿車的路上我們各自走各自的
我還記得跟你爸媽揮手道別的那一幕
當然
還有我們的最後
這些都是快半年前的事
卻還是清晰地烙印在我的腦海中
一直到現在我都還常想起你
不知道此時此刻的你在做著什麼
是笑著?被什麼困擾著而皺起眉頭?還是又累了?
我想著想著自己竟笑了出來
因為從來都不知道我們最後會變成這個樣子
我很清楚我想得太多而又太苦
其實我們已經在同一片天空下過著各自的生活走向各自的路
這樣繼續下去對自己只是永無止境的傷害與疲憊
對於我曾經說過的話我沒有忘記
只是在希望你能過得好的同時也許還是帶著一點怨懟
我不奢求你能理解甚至是以同理心解讀
今天走到了這一步除了接受就再也沒有其它的全部
開車的時候我想到了他還有他
即使聽著Eason唱"衝上雲霄"我最愛的粵語主題曲還是難逃心情沉重的命運
再過幾個月我也會面對相同的情況
現在只告訴自己別去想.就好好地享受當下
不知道將來他想起我是怎麼樣的?
只希望別跟你一樣覺得我crazy或是out of control...
現在的我不一樣了你們知道嗎?
失去太多了所以變成nothing to lose
再也沒有多餘的心力去對一個人無私的付出
但這是很不公平的
所以我還是設法to be the one who gives the most but takes the least.
即使知道不論多努力最後總是會結束
還是設法別抓得太緊.盡量的雲淡風清
或許這樣對我就是最好的覺悟
- Apr 29 Sun 2007 12:00
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I wonder...
Maybe life is actually easy, but I tend to make it even more COMPLICATED.
I really don't know what's wrong with me, but somehow I know this is it.
I guess I just have to take it easy & don't think so much.
Hope this would bring everything back to the way they were.
I really don't know what's wrong with me, but somehow I know this is it.
I guess I just have to take it easy & don't think so much.
Hope this would bring everything back to the way they were.
- Apr 27 Fri 2007 13:49
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我要快樂(by A-Mei)
又被愛傷了一遍 無所謂 當作成長
剛剛走開的人 煙還點著 味道卻淡了
我並不是天生愛寂寞 卻比任何人都多
就算把世界給我 我還是一無所有
我要快樂 我要能睡得安穩
有些人 不抱了才溫暖 離開了才不恨 我早應該割捨
我要快樂 哪怕笑得再大聲
心不是熱的 全都是假的 只有眼淚是真的
把從前想了一遍 謝謝了 傷我的人
想做樂觀的人 每種雨聲 聽了都不冷
我並不是天生愛寂寞 卻比任何人都多
就算把世界給我 我還是一無所有
我要快樂 我要能睡得安穩
有些人 不抱了才溫暖 離開了才不恨 我早應該割捨
我要快樂 哪怕笑得再大聲
心不是熱的 全都是假的 只有眼淚是真的(我的決定是對的)
剛剛走開的人 煙還點著 味道卻淡了
我並不是天生愛寂寞 卻比任何人都多
就算把世界給我 我還是一無所有
我要快樂 我要能睡得安穩
有些人 不抱了才溫暖 離開了才不恨 我早應該割捨
我要快樂 哪怕笑得再大聲
心不是熱的 全都是假的 只有眼淚是真的
把從前想了一遍 謝謝了 傷我的人
想做樂觀的人 每種雨聲 聽了都不冷
我並不是天生愛寂寞 卻比任何人都多
就算把世界給我 我還是一無所有
我要快樂 我要能睡得安穩
有些人 不抱了才溫暖 離開了才不恨 我早應該割捨
我要快樂 哪怕笑得再大聲
心不是熱的 全都是假的 只有眼淚是真的(我的決定是對的)
- Apr 27 Fri 2007 13:21
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At sixes and sevens...
Early this morning, while I was waiting for my desktop to be back to NORMAL, I did some editing to some of my albums, which was a good thing.
Hope you guys can find out what the changes are.
I didn't get much sleep lately, so I feel SLEEPY most of the time.
I tried some Latte whenever I felt tired, and it worked, thankfully.
However, I can still fall asleep right after I go to bed every night; thank god!
Do I really think too much & ask for trouble myself?
I heard a story the other day & after that I was sure that I don't want to be the LAUGHINGSTOCK one of these days.
Sometimes, we just can't be in others' shoes; so we tend to think they are doing this or that OUT OF NO REASON.
But I guess, there must be AT LEAST one reason behind everything.
It's just we don't really understand & maybe we don't WANT TO understand.
We hope by doing so, it would make us feel better or RATIONALIZE everything.
EASIER SAID THAN DONE, don't forget...
I really want to get back to those old days, when I felt truly CONTENTED with myself...
My life then was easier, with English, juice, gym, water, cooking, cleaning & most important of all, the PASSION for almost everything.
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I do hope that the day when there's no trouble at all can come really soon.
Hope you guys can find out what the changes are.
I didn't get much sleep lately, so I feel SLEEPY most of the time.
I tried some Latte whenever I felt tired, and it worked, thankfully.
However, I can still fall asleep right after I go to bed every night; thank god!
Do I really think too much & ask for trouble myself?
I heard a story the other day & after that I was sure that I don't want to be the LAUGHINGSTOCK one of these days.
Sometimes, we just can't be in others' shoes; so we tend to think they are doing this or that OUT OF NO REASON.
But I guess, there must be AT LEAST one reason behind everything.
It's just we don't really understand & maybe we don't WANT TO understand.
We hope by doing so, it would make us feel better or RATIONALIZE everything.
EASIER SAID THAN DONE, don't forget...
I really want to get back to those old days, when I felt truly CONTENTED with myself...
My life then was easier, with English, juice, gym, water, cooking, cleaning & most important of all, the PASSION for almost everything.
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I do hope that the day when there's no trouble at all can come really soon.
- Apr 26 Thu 2007 10:24
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NAIVE
我覺得自己真的真的是一個從以前到現在徹頭徹尾完全是個天真到不行的白痴!!!
總是自以為是地做著很多事情說了很多話想像很多東西
然後以為別人都能懂一定可以了解甚至會很珍惜
其實這一切大概都只是屁而已吧?!
希望我下次不要再衝動行事了
天啊我都20好幾了居然還是這樣無知!!!
總是自以為是地做著很多事情說了很多話想像很多東西
然後以為別人都能懂一定可以了解甚至會很珍惜
其實這一切大概都只是屁而已吧?!
希望我下次不要再衝動行事了
天啊我都20好幾了居然還是這樣無知!!!
- Apr 24 Tue 2007 10:01
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put the cart before the horse (from Apple Daily)
*straight from the horse's mouth 絕對可靠
因馬的年紀無法從外觀辨別，得靠檢查牠牙齒磨損的程度才能確知，由他們的口中直接得知，因此絕對可靠。
e.g. It comes straight from the horse's mouth.(這項消息絕對可靠。)
*don't look a gift horse in the mouth 別挑剔禮物
原意是說當你收到一匹馬當禮物時，不應翻開牠的嘴巴檢查牙齒，追究牠的年紀。是勸人應感念送禮人的心意，別挑剔禮物。
e.g. Don't look a gift horse in the mouth. What really matters is love.(不要計較禮物的價值。真正重要的是愛啊！)
因馬的年紀無法從外觀辨別，得靠檢查牠牙齒磨損的程度才能確知，由他們的口中直接得知，因此絕對可靠。
e.g. It comes straight from the horse's mouth.(這項消息絕對可靠。)
*don't look a gift horse in the mouth 別挑剔禮物
原意是說當你收到一匹馬當禮物時，不應翻開牠的嘴巴檢查牙齒，追究牠的年紀。是勸人應感念送禮人的心意，別挑剔禮物。
e.g. Don't look a gift horse in the mouth. What really matters is love.(不要計較禮物的價值。真正重要的是愛啊！)
- Apr 23 Mon 2007 21:15
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DO KEEP THIS IN MIND!!!
"Ex" means "past".
This was what Rich taught me.
Those people shouldn't be involved in my present life anymore.
That's it!
I have to make it!
This was what Rich taught me.
Those people shouldn't be involved in my present life anymore.
That's it!
I have to make it!
- Apr 16 Mon 2007 23:29
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第一次一個人去PUB
1瓶SNAPPLE
check數位相機裡的照片twice
magazine*3
夜裡散步...
check數位相機裡的照片twice
magazine*3
夜裡散步...
- Apr 13 Fri 2007 08:03
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Thanks a MILLION!
Finally, I rang you back.
I know you've been caring about me, never give up!
This was what I was so sad about.
I cried not because of the MISERIES before, but for this PRECIOUS friendship between us.
I've been childish for the past few months, I know.
But it seems there were no other choices for me to choose from.
I'd like to thank you again for your understanding and patience.
And most important of all, thank you for being happy for me.
This really means A LOT!
I know you've been caring about me, never give up!
This was what I was so sad about.
I cried not because of the MISERIES before, but for this PRECIOUS friendship between us.
I've been childish for the past few months, I know.
But it seems there were no other choices for me to choose from.
I'd like to thank you again for your understanding and patience.
And most important of all, thank you for being happy for me.
This really means A LOT!
