I wish you enough...

I don't have other choices.
All I can do is accept it.
The hardest part for me is to think about how MISERABLE I made you when we were together.
I had so much great time with you, but at the same time, you were actually SUFFERing.
This HURT!!!
I wish I had not been the WALL...I wish we had had so much to SHARE...I wish the whole thing had never started...
Again, I have to LET GO & MOVE ON, I know.
It's just not that easy for me cuz I'm only HUMAN.
I can't stop my feelings for somebody all of a sudden like a computer with a 0/1 switch.
But what else can I do?
I'm OVERWHELMED...There's NO WAY OUT...Nothing left...
Still, life goes on, no matter what!