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  • 5月 31 週四 200722:23

  • Long week

It's kinda too early to call this a long week, but I think the past few days were just TOO MUCH for me.
They were more like a DREAM that I wish to end immediately.
I don't know how to describe the true feeling inside; it's just too difficult.
Maybe the road to happiness is really strewn with setbacks.
Or I am DOOMED to SUFFER, I don't know.
All the people who need to know about my leaving know the truth now.
I had a really hard time dealing with this myself cuz I do HATE saying goodbye.
I know that "All good things come to an end.", still, it HURTS just IMAGINING that moment.
Actually, I tried very hard on my way home or to work; the answer is, I can't make it!
I kept persuading myself that with the webcam, MSN, or e-mail, what we live in is a GLOBAL VILLAGE.
I can totally understand that "Time flies.", too.
Yet, I am very much PETRIFIED about the whole thing.
You know what? I can't believe that tomorrow will be the first day of June; what an AMAZING month!
I don't expect much from myself; just hope that I can at least get some of my long-time-no-see engery back & do something meaningful.
I'm running out of time & this gonna be QUICK!
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  • 5月 30 週三 200700:10

  • 十年(by 陳奕迅)

如果那兩個字沒有顫抖　我不會發現我難受
怎麼說出口　也不過是分手
如果對於明天沒有要求　牽牽手就像旅遊
成千上萬個門口　總有一個人要先走
懷抱既然不能逗留　何不在離開的時候
一邊享受　一邊淚流
十年之前　我不認識你　你不屬於我
我們還是一樣　陪在一個陌生人左右　走過漸漸熟悉的街頭
十年之後　我們是朋友　還可以問候
只是那種溫柔　再也找不到擁抱的理由　情人最後難免淪為朋友
直到和你做了多年朋友　才明白我的眼淚
不是為你而流　也為別人而流
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  • 5月 29 週二 200712:00

  • My friends, I wish you enough!(by Bob Perks)

I never really thought that I'd spend as much time in airports as I do. I don't know why. I always wanted to be famous and that would mean lots of travel. But I'm not famous, yet I do see more than my share of airports.
I love them and I hate them. I love them because of the people I get to watch. But they are also the same reason why I hate airports. It all comes down to "hello" and "goodbye."I must have mentioned this a few times while writing my stories for you.
I have great difficulties with saying goodbye. Even as I write this I am experiencing that pounding sensation in my heart. If I am watching such a scene in a movie I am affected so much that I need to sit up and take a few deep breaths. So when faced with a challenge in my life I have been known to go to our local airport and watch people say goodbye. I figure nothing that is happening to me at the time could be as bad as having to say goodbye.
Watching people cling to each other, crying, and holding each other in that last embrace makes me appreciate what I have even more. Seeing them finally pull apart, extending their arms until the tips of their fingers are the last to let go, is an image that stays forefront in my mind throughout the day.
On one of my recent business trips, when I arrived at the counter to check in, the woman said, "How are you today?" I replied, "I am missing my wife already and I haven't even said goodbye."
She then looked at my ticket and began to ask, "How long will you...Oh, my God. You will only be gone three days!" We all laughed. My problem was I still had to say goodbye.
But I learn from goodbye moments, too.
Recently I overheard a father and daughter in their last moments together. They had announced her departure and standing near the security gate, they hugged and he said, "I love you. I wish you enough." She in turn said, "Daddy, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Daddy."
They kissed and she left. He walked over toward the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say goodbye to someone knowing it would be forever?"
"Yes, I have," I replied. Saying that brought back memories I had of expressing my love and appreciation for all my Dad had done for me. Recognizing that his days were limited, I took the time to tell him face to face how much he meant to me.
So I knew what this man experiencing.
"Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever goodbye?" I asked.
"I am old and she lives much too far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the next trip back would be for my funeral," he said.
"When you were saying goodbye I heard you say, "I wish you enough." May I ask what that means?"
He began to smile. "That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone." He paused for a moment and looking up as if trying to remember it in detail, he smiled even more."When we said 'I wish you enough,' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them," he continued and then turning toward me he shared the following as if he
were reciting it from memory.
"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much
bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."
He then began to sob and walked away.
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  • 5月 29 週二 200711:54

  • Walking away(by Cecil Day Lewis)

It is eighteen years ago, almost to the day --
A sunny day with the leaves just turning,
The touch-lines new-ruled -- since I watched you play
Your first game of football, then, like a satellite
Wrenched from its orbit, go drifting away
Behind a scatter of boys. I can see
You walking away from me towards the school
With the pathos of a half-fledged thing set free
Into a wilderness, the gait of one
Who finds no path where the path should be.
That hesitant figure, eddying away
Like a winged seed loosened from its parent stem,
Has something I never quite grasp to convey
About nature's give-and-take -- the small, the scorching
Ordeals which fire one's irresolute clay.
I have had worse partings, but none that so
Gnaws at my mind still. Perhaps it is roughly
Saying what God alone could perfectly show --
How selfhood begins with a walking away,
And love is proved in the letting go.
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  • 5月 28 週一 200705:05

  • ENDING

I didn't see its coming so soon.
Somehow I had this kind of feeling that this is not what I want.
Still, it HURT so much when saying goodbye.
Pretty weird & I don't know how to handle it.
Am I a loser again?
Or it's just that I don't DESERVE anything good?
I just wish that I could FORESEE it...
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  • 5月 27 週日 200700:18

  • Sat., May 26

今天是威志的生日.我在電話裡已經祝他生日快樂過了^_^
今天也是國中基測的日子
一大早我就起床敷臉.然後趕到竹東去
早上的空氣有一種很獨特的味道.我已經好一陣子沒有聞過了.所以我很開心
天氣很是悶熱而且陰沉沉
給學生加油了之後.我想起我考高中的樣子.竟然已經是12年以前的事-_-
後來吃了超久沒吃的的Burker King早餐.我又變得超級有勁!
下午坐上了車到台北去吃飯.因為剛哥從Pennsylvania回來
要去的地方得搭捷運再轉公車.所以我只好搭計程車
我覺得我對於那些雖然只去過一次的地方也會有很深刻的印象
所以車子開著開著.開到了吉林路上.我的記憶也跟著回到了一年前...
那天計程車司機是怎麼樣向我推銷他的兒子.我記得異常的清楚
他還把他兒子在哪家公司工作.職等如何.薪水多少.學歷還有求學經過...通通都告訴了我
吉林路上的"彩虹".就是我拿Canon V3去換現在這台相機的地方
後來我又搭了計程車去SOGO一趟.這個司機跟我聊的是捷運會一直開通到哪裡
新竹那時候還沒有Kiehl's專櫃.所以我特地去買了藍色收斂水
最後我搭捷運到石牌.在毫無心理準備的狀況之下.坐上了摩托車.戴上了那頂我原以為只屬於我的安全帽.然後吃了頓很詭異的午餐...
到捷運站的路上.下起了雨.摩托車上我們的手緊緊地握著.我沒有忘
算命師的話讓我後來一路哭回新竹.cancel了連續三天的課.在床上怔怔地望著天花板.獨自面對背叛的傷...
"聚"挺好吃的.聊得也很開心
阿喬載我到總站搭車.因為路不太熟.我居然又再次陷入了過去的回憶中:停車場.教堂.婚禮...
現在的我其實說不上難過了.以前總覺得沒辦法再走到那些曾經一起去過的地方.但今天充其量我就是一點惆悵...
好不容易回到了新竹.一個人騎車在黑漆嘛嗚的街道上.怪可怕的!
回到家一上樓到書房.就看見一隻超大的蟑螂爬來爬去-_-
逼得我只好再下樓一趟拿殺蟲劑上來朝它猛噴.最後看著它的生命一點一滴地消逝.我覺得很sorry很sad...
That's it for today! I got to go sleep! Bye~
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  • 5月 26 週六 200700:28

  • 藤原紀香識破爛男人招數(from Apple Daily)

花心劈腿男徵兆:
1. 約會中不接手機
2. 不留手機來電紀錄與簡訊
3. 常把甜言蜜語掛在嘴邊
I totally agree with her!
YOU GOT TO BE CAREFUL!
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  • 5月 25 週五 200709:22

  • Dental appointmentS

On the afternoon of July 9, 16, 23, I'll have my wisdom teeth PULLED OUT!
I really don't know if this is a good idea & I start to feel REGRETFUL!
According to the nurse there, the whole process may take half an hour-_-
I'm sure I will SCREAM OUT!!!
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  • 5月 24 週四 200700:43

  • 曾經太年輕(by藍又時)

窗外風鈴一直不安靜　風在搖晃不安的宿命
我聆聽　你回憶經過的聲音
開始旅行寂寞很清醒　我在靠近過去的邊境
有些戀人只是路過時的風景
曾經太過年輕　卻絕對真心
我給的愛始終任性　不懂花開只一次的愛情
曾經太過年輕　淚純真透明
你的堅定　我仍然還相信
直到如今　你說愛我那封信
我一直都收藏著　折疊用心　讓誓言乾淨
曾經太過年輕　在人海飄零
那些關於我的事情　總有你緊緊跟隨的身影
曾經太過年輕　淚純真透明
你的堅定　我仍然還相信
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  • 5月 23 週三 200723:31

  • Wed., May 23

距離上一次我post文章竟然已經是10天前了-_-(UNBELIEVABLE!)
從昨天晚上起我心情就有點低落
原本只是"煩"而已.後來就變得很down很sad...
就是因為要聯絡一個學生的家長怎麼樣都聯絡不到
也許你們會覺得很怪.為什麼這樣就要upset.我也不知道@_@
大概是因為這個學生回家亂說我沒做的事吧?!(比方說是打他的頭...之類的...)
這種事是我最最忌諱的.完全是個無中生有.而且造成了家長對我的誤解.所以很煩...
再來抱怨一下台灣
其實我覺得住台灣很多地方是很好的
比方說看醫生剪頭髮之類的瑣事.因為很方便所以我會覺得很幸福
水果很多又便宜.這也是我覺得超棒的事(雖然現在我都沒在打果汁了...-_-)
可是天氣就是最最讓人詬病的部份.我實在很討厭每隔一陣子就要擦那些發霉的東西
我的書原本都在我的悉心照顧之下.新的跟什麼一樣.可是現在都是霉味(氣ing...>_<)
看來我還是別再懶惰.快點整理一下好了...
上個週末我去了墾丁一趟.距離我上一次去大概已經有10年左右
所以真要說墾丁有怎樣的改變.其實我也不是那麼清楚
只是覺得墾丁大街還蠻多攤販蠻好逛的(真可恨!沒買到可愛的台客超豬鞋...)
天氣的話就是時晴時雨的.好在我有一雙便宜可愛Rich買給我very Clancy的flip-flops.所以沒有很掃興!
然後我還要稱讚一下HSR.也就是所謂的高鐵
實在是太棒太快太省時間了啊!而且服務人員長得不錯人又nice...
但價錢實在是有點讓人卻步.只能偶一為之!
這兩天在跟大家計劃著3天2夜的綠島之旅.希望能夠成行!
雖然我不玩水的.可是我可以幫大家看行李
每天亂回e-mail的感覺真令人懷念.一句話也可以覺得好笑至極!
這一陣子我新開了一些東西來用...
首先是Clarins的Hair & Body Shower Gel(我想這是全台唯一吧!哇哈哈哈~因為那是我在Galeries Lafayette花了23.5歐買回來的...)
我的沐浴乳實在太多.所以只單純拿來洗頭髮.味道是不錯啦~但沒有很滋潤(好在我有Kiehl's的椰子特別加強潤髮乳...)
接下來是Origins的冰原紅景天抗皺緊實乳液.這罐抗氧化聽說是很有用(畢竟我已經過25歲了-_-)
不過味道實在令人無法苟同啊啊啊@_@
最後是香港帶回來BodyShop的Ginger Bath & Shower Gel.實在是救命好用又香
如果一定要挑一個缺點來說說的話.我想就是罐子不太好擠...哈~
接下來我會用完的是Clarins的蘋果光柔焦...實在是太有成就感了啊~
怪了?!原本我是因為發霉這件事po抱怨文的...後來居然變成很快樂...
真是太詭異了!!!
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