昨天又搞到3點才睡
導致今天早上完全是個起不來
好不容易清醒了
就打起精神來向Alexander報到(因為今天開始兩個月上GEPT啊~)
不過中餐我好好地犒賞了自己
在寒風中滿是感慨地喝了一碗人蔘雞湯
下了課到竹北上課前我又忍不住去買了高家玉米餅
(剛剛回到家還嗑了一個便當-_-)
今天之前教師節送我卡片的胖小子Jason跟我說他就快要不補了!
因為他跟他姐姐一樣都要到隔壁去...
嗚~
他從Level1就給我教到現在Level5耶!
聽到之後又不免開始很落寞
最早在Giraffe有Tommy.來到這之後接連有Patrica.Winnie再加上現在的Jason
Maybe這是上帝給我的試煉再添一樁啊!
好像只能forget about it然後move on...
另一方面可喜可賀的是:我終於做完8月份該做的電訪了!
而且SOGO週年慶就要來啦!
希望我可以買得很開心又能夠有所節制!!!
今天我要早點睡.因為明天我得更早起-_-
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昨天晚上居然又失眠了
這麼久都沒失眠所以很不習慣
就爬起來把太祖秘史第9集看完
(這就是U5F現在的最大用途啊~~~)
於是今天早上又睡到了9點10點
一醒來就敷臉 + i-squeez
真是個通體舒暢^_^
早上因為一個偉大計劃的進行佔用了我好些時間
中午才開始備晚上要上的國二
下午我很認真地到Alexander準備上3點到4點的Nike Rockstar Workout
搞了半天那就是Hip-hop
加上我才7個學生而已實在不好意思走
所以只好認份地跳完(雖然很不Hip-hop.不過還挺好玩的!)
下課之後就是腦袋整個放空再加上膝蓋和整個大腿無比地痠痛
接著我去修了一下瀏海
Bad news:要到過年才可以燙...嗚~我不要!
晚餐我到很久沒去吃的巷子裡黑輪準備犒賞自己今天這麼辛苦流了超多汗
所以我一口氣點了苦瓜釀肉.高麗菜捲.豆腐.金針菇.香菇.小腸一共100塊
老闆娘問了一句我是一個人吃的嗎?
然後後面的女生很多嘴地說我吃得很多(應該回頭罵她"干你屁事"的!)
最後我還去布羅特買麵包
今天買了小點心.草莓吐司再加上簡單三明治←This is my favorite!!!
真是超級開心的!!!
不過待會開始我就會很不開心吧?!
因為我要出完一份考卷.聽英文.吃水果.打講義.備課~!@#$%^
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I didn't make it to the Body Balance class at noon because I was too full-_-
Then, I spent my afternon fooling around, which was a bad thing!
Today, in Zhu-bei branch, we celebrated Halloween together.
Everybody made a card with his/her own foot on the front.
Though I tried very hard to make it more like a ghost, mine was actually more like a dog...(I'm still so bad at art...)
Anywayz...I think everyone had a good time; that's enough!
After class, I forced myself to go to Alexander.
Amazingly, there were so many people that I couldn't find a place to jog or practice climbing the ladder.
And everyone was crazy about Body Combat...(I should give it a try some day!)
I have never seen so many people at the same time!!!
Thus, I just took a quick shower & came home.
Phew~
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I'm really happy that we FINALLY recontact with each other, after SO long!
Today, I got an e-mail from her, with a picture attached.
It's really good to see her & I think she's still the same Jill I knew before.
GIRL POWER FIRST!!!FRIENDS FOREVER!!!
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理論上應該算是昨天(10/29)了...
晚上跟大舜.阿菊還有阿菊的同事Roberto到Friday's吃晚飯
4個人點了$599的套餐3份-_-
還有可以一直續杯的soft drinks(但我沒喝到巧克力可樂啊啊啊~可恨!)
沒想到我居然眼尖發現了變瘦又留長頭髮頗有女人味的高中同學-肥佩!!!
真的是太high了~
她現在在曙光小學當小一到小三的英文老師(真是意想不到啊~)
聊著聊著居然發現我們畢業到現在都已經8年了(我的媽啊!)
後來就互留電話
她說她還叫得出我的名字是因為以前班上功課好的人只有我會理她們
總之還蠻意外又開心的!
然後今天我跟大舜聊得也不錯.內心頗有感觸!
只可惜今天沒照到相啊啊啊~
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I deleted the photo albums & blogs I used to visit for the past.
Visiting them was the FIRST thing to do as soon as I got online EVERY DAY; this was even more important than coming here or checking my e-mails!
I think to myself that if I keep PRETENDing there's nothing new or nothing more happening, there's really nothing existing!!!
Sounds more like an ostrich, escaping from the real world just by not knowing things from now on.
But I guess it's REALLY time for me to free myself, no matter what!
Otherwise, life would become too difficult to bear.
Then, I have to quit the habit of snooping about; this is the MUST-DO for now.
I should stop holding a VAIN HOPE that you will still visit my blog & care about everything of me.
WAKE UP, CLANCY!!!
How others feel is no longer important; yuor feeling is the ONLY thing you should care about.
The past two years were all IN VAIN; I finally get to know how bad & VALUELESS I've been.
Thanks for letting me know this without a doubt!
I feel bad about myself that I devoted so much to this relationship, but in the end, get nothing except for being DEEPLY hurt.
But somehow I hurt you as well, didn't I?
So I guess that would make us EVEN, huh?
Everything I did, I wanted to make the situation between us better.
But it just didn't turn out like that anyhow.
It's very very weird & I can't persuade myself now.
Everything until now has been too INEXPLICABLE.
It's like God's making a joke on me!
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今天的我
滿滿的都是悲傷
無論我往前看
或是向後望
都覺得等待著我的
就只是永無止盡的哀愁
於是我開始相信
或許這一切永遠沒有結束的一天
即使有
也許要我付出極大的代價才能換得
記得聽別人說過
可以從一個人的背影看出許多
如果現在有人在我身後
想必只能看見源源不絕的難過湧出
沒有其它
從來都沒想到一切竟是如此地單薄
就像嘴邊的菸或是耳邊的風聲那樣
可以淡淡地就這麼過
那些曾經呢?
在我還沒來得及細細回味
一切就變質了
總有一天
現在式也會變成過去式的
我說
哀傷的時候總覺得身旁響起了只屬於自己的悲傷主題曲
曲調會在最適當的時候出現
然後
更加覺得自己的落寞與悲哀
我承認我的錯
也想補救
卻好像已經錯過了低頭的時間點
所以只能接受
是啊!
接受
然後我漸漸察覺到
世界上不是每件事情都事出有因
就算再想不通.再不能承受
對於不能改變的所有結果
是的!
接受
放不下所以痛苦
然後作繭自縛
最可怕的是
我連自己的心都管不住了呀!
哪還能妄想其它的貪圖
我對於曾經付出的時間心力無比惋惜
覺得最後
只是空無一物.什麼也沒有
或許是我總太過任性
所以最後
一切終將走向荒蕪
還有我那一直珍視的天賦
最後竟成為僅存的價值
可笑啊可笑
I was so used.
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Suddenly all the hard work for the past weeks was all in vain!!!
I was very very depressed!!!
It's like the end of the world, AGAIN!!!
Somehow I just don't think that I can hang in there anymore...
How can life be so hard?
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Four of my GEPT students FINALLY passed the test & got the certificates today!
LOL^_^
Life is so beautiful, isn't it?
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I was really surprised to get a card last night.
After reading it for the second time this morning before class, I finally know I'm really moved by it.
THANKS A LOT, Lily.
Maybe things aren't going well with you, too, but you still cared about me as always; this means so much to me!
You need to be happy as well, all right?
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