I wish you enough...

I haven't slept well for a while.
I know, again, it's because I'm now under  A LOT of pressure!!!
There's no one to blame cuz I didn't do my best.
It's so hard to kick the habit of being lazy that I formed during the winter break.
Now I have to wait until the last minute to realize that it's a big deal and then I can really do something.
HATE myself being like this! This is not me! Where is the old me?

So, I have 3 drafts to read, my own draft to revise, a lesson to teach, lots of reading to catch up, a reflective paper to write, a presentation to prepare, a topic to think about, 2 meetings to attend...
These will be done (hopefully) by the end of this weekend!
How come there are only 24 hours in a day instead of 100?
I literally want to puke, but it's not going to change anything.

The only thing I truly felt happy about was my cooking today.
By the way, I was also happy that I exercised a little.
Good food leads to eating more, which leads to getting fat, then going on a diet, resulting in less food.
In the end, I'm not going to be happy; I know how upset and desperate I'll be.
Probably this is the only thing, for now, I can be sure of!

If only writing about my teaching philosophy could be THIS easy!